After finishing “The Runner,” I wanted to paint something in yellows and greens. That was my sole intention when I sat down on the dining room floor in front of my next 30” by 40” canvas with yellow, green and blue paints.
My first thought when the paints started hitting the canvas was that the blue and the green were making a marsh-like effect which I was finding extremely aesthetically unpleasing. I added yellow paint and relaxed again into the painting.
The thought that I heard over and over in my head like a mantra was “Ladders to Heaven, Ladders to Heaven.” I thought that would be the name of this painting.
I paint flat on the floor. While my husband bought an easel, I love to paint on the floor for some reason and have never tried the easel. So when I finish a painting, I must wait for it to dry overnight before I can stand it up to see it straight on.
I marvel at the fact that the paintings seem to change overnight, manifesting into their final form, some colors and shapes coming up and some being absorbed below, textures changing consistency, and then finally the images imprinting as they dry on the canvas how they want to be. It is as if I have a degree of control over the paintings and, they, in turn, have a degree of free will as well.
I stand the painting up in the morning in the natural light and look to see what the recipe of the Universe, my subconscious, my conscious and the will of the painting have produced. It will be something unique and never before seen by me or anyone.
In this painting, I see a view in space with the sun in the upper left corner, two and possibly three versions of the planet earth in different phases and a part serpent-like, part-machine-alien spaceship projecting a hologram of a fish.
To me, the ladders or paths that we take to whatever heaven we seek are shaped by the archetypes of our life, our humanity, our understanding of this life. It is the collective conscious and experience of all those who have gone before us and who will come after, in this earth as we now know it, as it has been and as it will be.
The alien serpent with technologies far greater than ours is a symbol or a representation that we are surely not alone in this Universe of vastness beyond our capacity to comprehend. The fish is an archetypal symbol of abundance, faith, change, transformation and immortality, among others. Who are we, and are we merely a projection of the vision of another being? Do we have free will, some measure of it, or is free will an illusion?
Ultimately, we do not know. We each have our faiths, our beliefs and our hopes. What we do know is that we are all on complex and intersecting journeys, individually and collectively. These are our “Archetypal Paths.”
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